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Normally I would think this would be a little bit too far fetched to believe but curiously before I saw this picture and read about it, I had thought something similar. On my way up to Vegas one time It was a full moon but I could see it during the day. I thought the craters and things reminded me of a face of a sad woman! Ever since then I would always see the same face on the moon. This is actually very possible, since DaVinci said to make glasses to see the moon closer - so he was definitely looking at the moon. Mona=Moon? I dont know but I thought this was interesting! I also think it's really weird that we only see one half of the moon at all times, yet it's suppose to be spinning, and we're suppose to be spinning. That kinda freaks me out! not to mention that the shadow of the earth covers the moon perfectly during an eclipse. It doesn't seem like these things would be just coincidental yet I can't think of a meaning? I…

A part taken from my upcoming revised version of my book.


In Africa, in some African country and some African plain, there is a Lioness. She’s quite famous now, not for her furosity but for her compassion. A compassion strong enough for her to be deified by the local tribesman. It started as an unbeleiveable story of a Lion that adopted a baby gazzel. The tribesman said it was a miracle, the scientists said it was a fluke, and I say it’s a sign. At first they thought she was just playing with it, toying with it before she would eat it. Sometimes a lion will be confused if an animal doesn’t run away from it, so it’ll just push at it until it does – then it attacks it and finishses it off. Many thought this was the case- the gazzel did not run, the Lion was confused. They said the Lioness had emotional issues because of how her pride taught her, maybe her mother didn’t love her enough? Whatever the situation, there she was. Watching over, playing with, cuddling with this little baby gaz…

Thank you very much South Carolina, I needed that more than you woul.. could know..

Wow. What to say about this? What not to say?

1/5 of US Americans couldn't point out their own country on a map?? wow... is that true? could that be true? I guess it could be, but I might not have beleived that before watching this video or hearing her answer... I have a feeling she is one of them, although she might not even know what a map is..

I think what she was trying to say, wasn't that other countries need our help with edukation like "South Africa" "Iraqies" and "Asian" countires (hahahahahahahaha they're probably smarter than us!) but that we need to provide more maps to those in need....

But yet, I some how doubt that any school in the US, or any country for that matter doesn't have a map... maybe no globes, at least a skribble of a map - right?

Although i think it might have something to do with the education systems because there is NO way I would …

Derek, is that really you?
I just texted my brother because he hasn't come trailer yet and it sounds like my new nephew is on the way tonight! That's kinda cool because there is a lunar eclipse tonight - maybe the gravity is doing something? - but also cool because he missed my dads birthday by a day! I know I wouldn't want to share a birthday with that crazy bastard.



I wonder how horoscopes really work? Like how could the positions of the suns and the moon, and the plantes have anything to do with a brain? Isn't the brain already pre-genetically-programmed? The only thing I can think of (So far) is similar (in some way) to crocodile eggs... the temperature of the eggs while incubating makes them either male or female - so it's not genetically pre-determined at birth. So it could be something like that, but instead of temperture it's solar radiation? hahahahaha wtf? There has to be some kind of explanation because there is way too much to all that shit for it to …

Inspiration comes in many forms. Through truth, through lies, through the realization that a lie is a truth or the truth is a lie.. From a love letter written or received. From pleasure and most of all from pain. The truth doesn't hide from those who seek it. When you're ready it'll find you. When you give in to it, when you're ready for what it'll bring you - it gives itself up to you. The truth can hurt - thats for sure. But knowing is always better than not knowing. Living in truth, is better than living a lie. My biggest pain comes from the lies from others but most of all the lies i tell myself. I'm learning to not just search for the truth, but to accept it once i find it and most of all to distinguish truth, from lies.. and even more importantly to see the truth in lies, because they have to be based in some truth.

This is something that kinda went from me trying to write a personal journal to myself, which I haven't done in months - to what you'…

My new personal hero is Darren Brown. He has a show on the Sci Fi Channel called Mind Control. He's done some of the coolest things i've ever seen and I want to be just like him when i grow up. He knows so much about the human mind he can make someone think their car is a different color. Play tick tack toe - blind folded and win. Know when someone is lying, and subliminally hypnotize them and make them not be able to walk. He doesn't just do things himself but teaches other people to do things as well. He taught this girl to play the piano in a week without playing on one who then played a concert in front of hundreds of people.

My favorite thing so far was last night. He got this lady and kinda told her all this random stuff that must have been subliminal programming and then told her to walk across the room and stop at a random point. He wasn't watching but when he made a motion with his hand - she stopped. THen he had her do it again and told her to walk across the…

Dont worry they're listening
when you pray
when you say their names
when you feel the paint
evey little piece
every single time

When you loose the ones you love
they loose you too
when you love the ones you loose
they love you too
when you need the ones you love
they need you too

and i know that when they died
a part of you died too
but remember that when you live
a part of them lives too
in you

brakes in stormy weather
faces in the night

I hate knowing all that i know, only to have to let go. I hate when all the things I dont want to know, find me anyways. I hate not being able to trust anyone, and knowing that it's one thing i'm always right about. I hate being able to figure anything out - except why I can figure everything out. I guess I have to do what I need to do- before what I want to do. The world isn't what I make of it, it's not what you make out of it - it's what it's made of itself.

Two people can look at the same thing in two different ways but it's still the same thing. Neither is right, neither is wrong - my right is your left. My "up" on this side of the world is someone else's "down" on the reverse side. These aren't words you're reading, they are specs of light on a screen. You see them, you think about them, you think you know what they mean, but you'll only know what they mean to you. But they aren't yours, they're mine. No one…

My favorite song, from my new favorite artist Taylor Swift

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I liked the way you wanted me
every night for so long baby
I liked the way you needed me
every time that things got rocky

I almost believed you
but was mistaken
do you mean what you says?
When you said our love could
last forever

well id rather you be mean
then love and lie
id rather hear the truth
than have to say goodbye
i'd rather take a blow
at least then i would know
but baby,
dont break my heart slow

i Liked the way you'd hold me
everynight for so long baby
i liked the way you'd sing to me
everytime that things got rocky

I once believed in you
Was i mistaken?
Did you say,
Do you say what you mean?
when you said our love could last forver

Cause I'd rather be mean
then love and leave
id rather hear the truth
than have to say goodbye
id rather take a blow
at least then id know

you'd run around and lead me on forever
when id stay at home, still thinking
we're together
i wanted our love to last forever

but id rather you be mean then
lov…

"Remembering that I'll be dead soon is the most important tool I've ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Because almost everything — all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure - these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart" -Jobs

Click here to listen to it. It's ok. She's actually sings!

Jordin Sparks First Single: -
no matter what you say about love
i keep coming back for more
keep my hand in the fire
sooner or later i get what i'm asking for
no matter what you say about life
i learn every time i bleed
the truth is a stranger
my soul is in danger
i gotta let my spirit be free
to admit that i'm wrong
then change my mind
sorry but i have to move on
and you leave you behind

i can't waste time
so give it a moment
i realize nothing is broken
don need to worry about everyhtin ive done
gotta live every second like it was my last one
dont look back
got a new directin
i loved you once i needed protection
you're still apart of everything i do
you're on my heart
just like a tattoo
i'll always have you

im sick of playing all of these games
it's not about taking sides
when i looked in the mirror
it didn't deliver
it hurt enough to think that i could

it hurt to stop and admit i was wrong
then change my mind
sorry i gotta be strong and leave you behind

i cant' waste time so give m…

http://osorhan.com/bigo/

This pretty much sums up my last post. I found it randomly, how weird.

http://osorhan.com/bigo/

This pretty much sums up my last post. I found it randomly, how weird.

Click here to see an animation I made

So you know that feeling you get when you think you've figured something significant out, about yourself? I just had one of those.

I'm not waiting FOR something to happen. I'm waiting on someone.

Waiting for someone else - other than myself to tell me something I feel I need to hear.

"You've succeeded" "you win" - "You're right"

Like I need someone to grade me - give me that A+++. But I guess that's what being an adult is. It's realizing you're not in a class room anymore. That you dont have to do what you're told to anymore either.. but not just teachers but your parents too.

The only re-occuring dreams i've ever had always revolve around the first day of school. The fear and anxiety involved.

What if I can't find my class. What if I walk in late and everyone looks at me. What if I say my name wrong when they take roll? What if, what if..

There is ALWAYS the same fear in my dreams, even LAST NIGHT I expereinced the sa…

As I was putting together the visual guide to my book (Which is pretty much done) I obviously wanted to focus on the Last Supper since there are 15 million people out there interested! I explain how I came across the process, and noticed the hidden images. I've always known there were a LOT of things in the Last Supper, but my book was focused on the Mona Lisa. I was going to go back and do a different book on the Last Supper because I knew it would take a lot of work to go through the painting and see the different things inside. When this hit the news (by someone else) the article said Pepsi found a baby and templar knight in the paiting. I had noticed the baby - or at least the bundle the baby "Should" be in months earlier. I never noticed the Templar knight because I didn't know what a templar knight looked like! Like I said there are hundreds of images hidden inside that are made when the painting is crossed on itself. It's like trying to find waldo, but it&…

This is actually a great review of my book! It really is such a random mess at times, kinda like paint splattered on the wall and calling it art. Some people "get it" and some people don't. But the problem with that is that I don't try to make the splatters, i'm trying to paint a real picture but i'm learning how to paint like that. I'm more of a finger painter, pounding my hands on the keyboard hahaa. It also didn't help that a lot of my book was written at different times in the year, in different frames of minds, and with different intentions. A lot of it was rushed, where i felt forced to finish asap. And besides, I wasn't a professional writer, and my editing skill are like maybe freshman year of college or worce. BUT, i've learned SO much these past few months. I have my own writing process now and I get a little better each time. My writing also improves, I'm a lot more careful AS i'm writing because I know i'm going to have…